Ferris Buellers Day Off- 1986
Time will slide past if I don't stop to look at it once in a while. Every time I feel a moment, a moment in which I feel and know that I am alive, I think. Not the usual thinking we all use at school where we hear something and tell our selves to remember it because we know we won't later on. I think in the deepest way my mind will let without drowning in my own thoughts. The type of thinking where you hear your own heart beat and feel your true happiness within. That feeling is more beautiful than anything I have ever felt. I always look at the sky in that moment. I don't know why, it just helps. The way the clouds splatter across the baby blue canvas. Watching machines that our generation have been so open minded to construct fly through the calm atmosphere. It's wonderful. Others are always so curious that they don't even realize how lucky they are to be alive on our own personal world. Where as I, being the usual tolerant and observant hippie i am
,do not wish to find out further. I am curious, just like any other human being, but i am more curious about why people act in certain ways and what is my individual purpose on this earth. Not about "is there more life source beyond our galaxies" or "how did the universe begin." I am happy with the knowledge i have about the stars and the moon and all i wish to focus on right now is holding onto moments i have the privilege of having.
written 16-04-2014
L.J.T
